What I learned in 08

. HINDSIGHT IS ALWAYS 20/20!!2. Sometimes the grass isn't always greener on the other side; what you want isn't always what you get.3. Love is one of those inexplainable forces; you cannot disguise love for long where it exists or stimulate it where it does NOT!!4. You must learn to ACCEPT the things that you cannot change; there is no point to get upset or stress out about things that are beyond your control.5. Believe none of what you hear and half of what you see.6. TRUE LOVE is being able to love someone UNCONDITIONALLY and being able to get through ANY and EVERYTHING, the good and the BAD!! You must take them as they are and fully accept them, FLAWS AND ALL!!7. Once again, (Ladies) TRUST your female intuition! Nine times out of ten, you are RIGHT!! 8. Love can find you in the most unexpected place at the MOST UNEXPECTED TIME!!9. Drowning yourself in alcohol only serves as a temporary relief to your problems! Don't try to change yourself for a relationship that is NOT meant to be!!10. Gossip ALWAYS causes unnecessary DRAMA!! "He Say/She Say" is for children; we are ADULTS, therefore we should GROW UP and act like it!11. There is NO POINT to feud with or have hatred in your heart for the "other woman/other man" because one: its STUPID and two: your anger should NOT be centered at each other because you are NOT the ROOT of the problem; your "lover" is indeed the ROOT, so be angry with him or her!12. Facebook is the devil in disguise!! 13. If you have something to say, then send a personal message; do not be a punk and write it in someone's HONESTY BOX!! (That is super WHACK!!)14. Trust is very easy to lose and so hard to gain!15. The sun WILL indeed shine again after the storm, hurricane, earthquake, tornado, etc. (You get the picture!)16. You must ALWAYS have a PLAN! Even a plan B!! And maybe even and plan C and D!!17. Loving someone and being IN LOVE with someone are two different things; do not confuse the two!18. We are well aware that by a certain age, we ALL have "baggage" but you should never bring "baggage" into a new relationship; you should cut off any old "ties" before bringing someone new in the picture because it can lead to many problems!19. If a man wants you, NOTHING can keep him away; if he doesn't want you, NOTHING can make him stay!!20. EVERYONE has some sort of insecurity! (Big or small)21. Sometimes its not about what you know but definitely about WHO you know!!22. You cannot change a man's behavior; change comes from within. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU!!23. You should always know when to WALK AWAY!! There are only so many chances you can give someone and in the end, you'll find that it wasn't worth the time, energy or stress!! Don't stay because you think "it will get better"; you'll be mad at YOURSELF for staying when things are NOT better!24. You really learn something new about yourself on the daily basis; we are all very simple yet so complex in our own ways. 25. You will NOT please everyone!! And there is NO point in trying to!! 26. EVERYONE (even the sweetest person in the world) has a "selfish" side to their personality! 27. If GOD brings you to it, he will INDEED get you through it!!! EVERYTHING he puts us through is a test!! 28. And just like last year, EVERYTHING IN THIS LIFE REALLY DOES HAPPEN FOR A REASON!!!Life is full of many experiences and with EVERY experience, there is ALWAYS A LESSON LEARNED!! (Big or small)

KANYE'S SAMPLE GAME IS CRAZY

Now i knew Kanye did a lot of sampling but I never realzed he did THAT MUCH sampling. Can Kanye really be the best producer with all the samples. I love Kanye and he is definetly top 5 on my list as rapper and as a producer but can he ever be the greatest of all time?? Also I knew I liked old school but I didn't know I liked it THAT MUCH! LOL...Kanye's sample game is crazy and he is in my eyes a musical genius to be able to pull of the songs that he does.

I USED TO LOVE

This a poem i wrote a while ago about my life and some things that were happening in it. Its deep and kind of personal. It has to do alot about the loves ive seen, had and lost. Only a few people that I can count on one hand has ever seen or heard this poem, but i am completely comfortable with it now, so here it is, tell me what you think...


I used to love my mom but she was lovin the drugs
She aint show no love, left when I was 7 months
I used to love my dad but he loved doin robberies
He been locked up my whole life, he aint never get to ride with me
I love my brother but he hated bein bummy
Now he locked up again because of the love of the money
I love my sister but she was lovin the bitches
loved runnin around with the chickens that loved to hit her
I loved my girl, loved her with my whole heart
Where did things go wrong? now I love with no heart
I try to love with my mind but love is on my mind
Love can keep u smilin
and love can keep u cryin
Love can calm u down or love can have u wild'n
I used to love my life but life turned into a bitch
Every month it cramps up, it reminds me of a chick
I love my niggas but they love pullin triggers
Every week they call me talkin bout somethin different
When it comes to Ron, you love to talk shit about em
But I dont give a fuck at least you aint forget about em
I love my friends that were always by my side
Thats why its so hard for you to take them from my side
I love who I am cause I came a long way
But its easy to turn and start to go the wrong way
I love myself but I got a lot of problems
But what I love about me is that I'll always try to solve em
I loved so many things that didnt love me back
but love is too strong, I cant tell it not to come back
When it comes to love its better to have, had and lost
rather than not havin at all
I had love, it told me start fallin back
So Imma wait by the phone until love calls me back.

~RONALD $TEPHEN$

LIFE IS A THEATER

Life is a theater, invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is supposed to be in your front row. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. Pay attention to the ones who lift and the ones who lean. Who is on a upward path and who is going downhill. Who always has drama or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you. The more u seek growth, piece of mind, love and truth around you, the easier you can decide who gets to sit in the front row and who should sit in the balcony. You cannot change the people around you but you can change who you are around. Choose wisely who you decide to sit in the front row of your life because they are the ones that could be close enough to stop the show. Who's in your front row?

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How Kanye West Album touched me...

When i first sat down and listened to 808's and heartbreak, I told myself, this album is depressing!! Then the more I listened to it, the more I started to understand and feel the same emotions behind the songs and chords on the tracks. I started to think of my life and the things and people in it and the people who walked out of it...A lot of people and things in my life were at one time a fairy tale but now i see them in my nightmares...as in Kanye's song "See you in my nightmares" So as I sit in my dorm room alone the day after Thanksgiving and reflect on previous years, situations, and random things, I realize that things that I wanted and had at times really didnt mean as much as I thought they did. The important things are a happy life that goes beyond material things like... love, meaningful relationships, friends, family and being real. Being able to be real is so important in this life because once that is gone, what do you really have? Not just being real with other people but as well as yourself! And if you were to lose the important people in your life, there is nothing to bring them back. buying a car, buying clothes, buying jewelry buying anything can never bring them back. Kanye's album woke me up and reminded me that all the things that we see and chase on TV cannot make us nearly as happy as the great people in our life can. Not all the BlackBerry's, all the Polo Shirts, all the Air Max's in the world are as important as anyone who I consider a friend or family to me. the album helped me to refocus my search on happiness from things that would make me look fly to a bunch of strangers to doing things that are fly to myself and my friends and family. In Kanye's song welcome to heartbreak he says "My friend showed me pictures of his kids, and all i could show him was pictures of my cribs/ he said his daughter got a brand new report card, and all i got was brand new sports car/ Dad crack a joke all the kids laugh, but i couldnt hear them all the way in first class/ Chased the good life my whole life long, looked back on my life and my life gone! where did i go wrong?" That line hit me so hard...most of the things people live for and die to get mean nothing at the end of the day. Instead of living for the moments in life that Kanye speaks about in "street lights" they live for things that i have dollar value but no real value in comparsion to other things in life. And like in "Street lights" i know my destination but Im just not there yet...but on the way I will live for the moments and for the people that I would die for...but like in "Pinocchio Story" it seems like I have everything figured out by I always wonder about real love...and what it truly is and whether or not I will truly find it, The true love I thought I had, was a fairytale and now is a nightmare...I just wanna be happy and have the people in my life that make me happy and one day, hopefully I will meet that person to bring happiness to me and i can share my happiness with them and live happily ever after....I just wan to be Happy..Thanks Kanye.

Holiday Heartbreak

First off, Happy Thanksgiving and Happy Holidays to everyone. I must say that it has been a pretty crazy year for me but every year during the holidays I tend not to be in a very good mood. My mood is like a rollercoaster during the Holidays because of my past. I grew up without my so called Mother and Father, they left me in the rain with no raincoat. My mother had a real bad drug problem and didnt want to take care of us, so when my grandparents wanted to see me, she took me there to show me to my grandparents, she told them that she had to go to the store and would be right back, but never returned. My Father has always been locked up for as long as i can remember. I was raised by my grandparents which may explain why I am beyond my years in so many ways. My sister is in and out of trouble and my brother has a very bad relationship with my grandparents and my cousin which is like my brother, recently converted to Jehovahs Witness. All my life all i ever wanted was family, a real family!! I remember the first time meeting my Father when i was 15 and he got out of jail, he told me he would never leave me. The next week he got caught robbing a few stores, i asked him why and he told me that he wanted to get me everything i ever wanted, i looked him in the eye and told him, all I wanted was you and i had you and now your gone again and u left me. Every holiday, seeing all the families together, hugging, laughing and playing reminds me of what i will never have. I will never be able to have a thanksgiving or Christmas with my grandparents, mother, father, brother, sister and cousin. ever. So the Holidays remind me of the heartbreak of my family, but on the other side i try to be thankful and appreciate everybody that i do have in my life. All my wonderful friends, my good family, and people in my life that help me. But deep down, I will always know that I will never truly have what I want. No gift, No amount of money, No favor, Nothing will ever be able to replace the void in my heart of what i truly and desperately want. Thats all I ask for and I keep an open mind that one day, maybe one day that will happen. but untl that long lost day...i can never have a perfect holiday season, i can never have the life i really want.............. But at the end of the day, I am truly thankful for what and who I do have which is why I value my friendships and relationships so much....and i truly appreciate the people in my life...regardless of who I dont have in my life...another reason why i am Born to Lose but Built to Win .

MOODY MONDAY!!!!!

I WANNA TAKE THIS TIME TO COMPLAIN ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT BOTHERED ME TODAY AND OR BOTHERS ME IN GENERAL! FIRST OF ALL, PEOPLE NEED TO HAVE RESPECT FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S SCHEDULE! DONT CALL ME AT 9:30 IN THE AM FOR NO REASON AT ALL BECAUSE YOUR JUST ASSUMING THAT IM AWAKE BECAUSE YOUR AWAKE!!! I DONT HAVE CLASS TILL 12 ON MON, WED AND NO CLASS FRIDAY SO DONT BE HITTIN ME UP DUMB EARLY FOR NUTHIN!!! WORD!! AND WHEN I FINALLY GOT BACK TO SLEEP AND WOKE BACK UP AT 11:15, I GET READY AND GO TO CLASS AND ITS "PARTICIPATION DAY" IN CLASS...WTF?? WE DIDDNT EVEN TALK ABOUT ANYTHING COURSE RELATED IN CLASS AND SHE DIDNT TAKE ATTENDANCE, BUT ANY OTHER DAY WHEN I MISS A CLASS SHE WANT TO TAKE ATTENDANCE, THATS SOME BULLSHIT! SO I COULD HAVE TECHNICALLY SLEPT UNTIL 12:45 OR 1 AND ENT TO MY 1:30 CLASS! AND IN THAT CLASS, I HAD A TEST, AND HOW HE GONNA TELL US ITS A OPEN BOOK TEST AND HAVE US THINKIN IT WILL BE EASY AND THEN NOT HAVE ANYTHING ON THE TEST THATS IN THE BOOK! I WAS BAMBOOZLED, HOODWINKED, LED A STRAY, TRICKED, PUNK'D.....WTF!!? AND AS FAR AS FINANCE CLASS WHICH IS 3 PHUKKIN HOURS LONG, HOW U GONNA TELL ME I OWE 3 HOMEWORKS BUT YOU DONT KNOW WHICH ONES???? IF YOU DONT KNOW WHICH ONES, HOW YOU KNOW IM MISSIN HMWK???? THATS BULLSHIT AND HOW U GONNA SAY I GOT TWO ABSENCES BUT YOU DONT KNOW WHICH DAY!!??? IM NO DUMMY, U CANT PLAY ME WITH THE BULLSHIT! YOU NEED MORE THAN THAT HOMEY!! AND IF SHORTY AT THE FRONT OF MY DORM ASK ME IF I LIVE HERE ONE MORE TIME, THATS MY WORD, IM GONNA SNAP ON HER!! LIKE SHORTY, U SEE ME EVERYDAY! AND I BEEN HERE LONGER THAN YOU!! PEOPLE KNOW ME AROUND HERE, WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?? WHERE THE FUCK IS YOUR ID??? !!!! AND ONE MORE THING, IF I TURN AROUND AND SEE YOU LOOKIN AT ME, DONT TURN YA HEAD AND ACT LIKE U WASNT, U CANT TURN YA HEAD FAST ENOUGH, U ALREADY CAUGHT...LOL.....WOOOO SSSSAAAAAAA!!!!!! I FEEL BETTER...TOMORROW IS TRIPPIN TUESDAY!! I GOT SUMTHIN FOR YOU AND ANOTHER CUTIE OF T HE DAY! GET AT YA BOY!

GOD PLEASE BLESS ME WITH A SON CUZ I MIGHT KILL MY DAUGHTER!

YOUNGER AND YOUNGER IMAGINE 2015

KATT WILLIAMS LOST HIS MIND??

FIRST DAVE! NOW KATT!?? WHATS GOOD?

HERE WE GO AGAIN!

CUTIE OF THE DAY (HT)

TODAY'S CUTIE OF THE DAY IS COMING TO YOU STRAIGHT OUT OF NEW YORK AND A DESCENDENT FROM THE GREAT COUNTRY OF LIBERIA!! OH AND DID I MENTION SHE IS MS. LIBERIA!! STEP YOUR PAGEANT GAME UP!! HT IS "SMALL IN POSTURE BUT HER PRESENCE IS HUGE" HER OUTGOING PERSONALITY AND SMILE CAN TURN ANY ROOM INTO A PARTY! SHE IS HER OWN INDIVIDUAL AND A NATURAL BORN LEADER AS WELL AS A NATURAL BORN BEAUTY! AS SHE HAS BEEN PRESIDENT OF HER ORGANIZATIONS AND ALSO HELPED START ORGANIZATIONS AS WELL, WHILE SHOWING EVERYONE HOW FLY SHE IS ON OPULENT IMAGE MODELING IN THE MEAN TIME. SHE IS MORE THAN A PRETTY FACE, AND WHATS GREAT ABOUT HER ISNT JUST THAT SHE LOOKS SO GOOD, ITS THAT SHE IS BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT. HER HEART IS SO BIG, I DONT KNOW HOW IT FITS IN THAT LITTLE BODY BUT SOMEHOW SHE MAKES IT WORK. SO PAY YOUR RESPECT TO A REAL HUSTLA AND A REAL PERSON WHEN U SEE HER. AND OF COURSE..WIPE HER DOWN!! SHOUT OUT TO YOU HT! MUCH LOVE! "WHEN WE GO TO THE CLUB, YOU BETTA GIMME THAT DUB!" LMAO!

FEELIN IT THROWBACK VIDEO

FOR YOU HT

THE GHETTO TO THE WHITEHOUSE!!???

THIS SHIT IS MAKIN ME SICK!

WE GOT A BLACK PRESIDENT AND THEY STILL DONT WANNA CLAIM THEY BLACK SIDE!! SMH

FUCK ALL THEM! REAL RAP, THEY CAN EAT AN AIDS SANDWICH AND TAKE A SHOT OF BLEACH!!

CUTIE OF THE DAY (SUKY)

SHE HAILS FROM PHILLY BY WAY OF JERSEY AND MIAMI, I PRESENT TO YOU SUKY!!! A HAITIAN BEAUTY REPPIN HARD "THEY DONT MAKE EM LIKE HER NO MORE, MATTER FACT, THEY NEVER MADE EM LIKE HER BEFORE" THIS CUTIE OF THE DAY WORKS HARD AND DOESNT QUIT, AND THE BEST PART ABOUT HER IS HER MANY TALENTS SUCH AS PHOTOGRAPHY, DESIGN(SEE THE BANNER) TECHNICAL STAGE WORK AND LIGHT WORK AND THAT IS LIGHT WORK TO HER...AND SHE STAY FLY, SHE MAKE IT LOOK EASY BUT YOU CANT DO IT LIKE HER...IF YOU CATCH HER AROUND SOMEWHERE...WIPE HER DOWN! ...NO WORRIES....MORE TO COME..YOU MAY SEE YOU UP HERE TOMORROW...BIG UPS SUKY..BULLET! LOL

BLACK DUDE JUMPED IN STATEN ISLAND CUZ OBAMA WON

THAZ FUCKED UP!!

THINGS I CANT STAND!!!!

1. I CANT STAND WHEN SOMEONE GETS IN THE ELEVATOR AND PRESSES THE SECOND FLOOR (YOU LAZY MUTHAPHUKKAS, YOU CANT WALK UP ONE FLIGHT OF STAIRS)

2. I CANT STAND WHEN I HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR SOMEONE AND THEY DONT SAY THANKS (LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO DO THAT OR I GET PAID TO HOLD THE DOOR OPEN, IM LIKE DAMN YOUR HIGHNESS YOU CANT SAY THANK YOU..ASSHOLE)

3. I CANT STAND WHEN IM IN THE CLUB AND I SEE A MUTHAPHUKKA IN THERE WEARIN A HOODY! (NIGGA DONT YOU KNOW ITS HOT AS SHIT IN THE CLUB, WTF IS WRONG WIT YOU)

4. I CANT STAND WHEN A NIGGA STARTS DRINKIN AND MAGICALLY TURNS INTO SUPERMAN. (THATS GOTTA STOP CUZ THAT'LL GET YOU KNOCKED THE FUCK OUT)

5. AND ONE LAST THING! I CANT STAND WHEN I PUT MY HAND OUT TO SHAKE A DUDE HAND AND THEY PUT OUT THE FIST UNLESS THEY FROM THE ISLANDS OR THEY HAND DIRTY...IM LIKE DAMN, SHAKE MY HAND LIKE A GROWN MAN...

SEE HOW MYSPACE GET YOU IN TROUBLE!!

SHORTY PULLED OUT A KNIFE, THATS RECKLESS

QUOTE OF THE DAY

ANY MAN CAN LOVE A MILLION WOMEN BUT ONLY A REAL MAN CAN LOVE ONE WOMAN A MILLION WAYS.

-SHOUTS TO STARR

THANK YOU

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SUKY FOR DOIN THE BANNER FOR ME!! IT LOOKS GREAT TO ME AND I LOVE IT...I APPRECIATE IT!! I OWE YOU FOR THIS ONE....SEE YOU ON CAMPUS!

QUOTE OF THE DAY

IF YOU DONT SET A BASELINE STANDARD FOR WHAT YOU WILL ACCEPT IN LIFE, YOU WILL FIND THAT IT IS VERY EASY TO SLIP INTO BEHAVIORS AND ATTIUDES OR A QUALITY OF LIFE THAT IS FAR BELOW WHAT YOU DESERVE.

MY POEM CALLED "STARTED"....(A LIL INSIGHT ON ME)

I STARTED OUT WITHOUT A MOM AND A DAD
SO YOU CAN SAY I STARTED WITH A REAL BAD HAND
MY LIFE STARTED DARK, I COULDN'T EVEN GET A TAN
I STARTED OUT THINKIN THAT NOBODY REALLY CARES
SO I STARTED OUT EARLY KNOWING LIFE AINT FAIR
THEN I STARTED DOING THINGS THAT REALLY WASN'T ME
THEN ONE DAY I REALIZED THAT MY LIFE WAS UP TO ME
SO I STARTED COLLEGE
STARTED TO GET SOME KNOWLEDGE
THEN STARTED USING MY KNOWLEDGE TO GET SOME DOLLA$
I STILL DIDN'T GET ACKNOWLEDGED
ALL I GOT WAS DOUBTERS
THERE WERE MORE PEOPLE DOUBTIN ME THAN THERE WERE PROUD OF ME
BUT I STILL STAYED OUT THE STREET
STILL STAYED OUT THE BEEF
STILL WENT THROUGH LIFE BRINGIN THE BEST OUT OF ME
SO WHERE'S THE RECOGNITION????
STARTED IN A BAD POSITION BUT STILL HAD GOOD INTENTIONS
INSTEAD OF THE PRAISE, THEY STARTED HATIN
WAITIN FOR THE DAY TO SAY, I KNEW YOU WOULDN'T MAKE IT
SO I STARTED GRINDIN HARDER
STARTED TO GET MY MIND IN ORDER
STARTED THINKING OF A PLAN TO TAKE OVER MIAMI FLORIDA
I STARTED WITH S.O.C.
STARTED AS THE A.C., THEN MOVED UP TO VP
THEN EVENTUALLY BECAME PRESIDENT, BUT THEY STILL DONT SEE ME THOUGH
BUT I WONT STOP UNTIL THEY START TO CALL ME CEO
I STARTED DOWN A ROAD LESS TAKEN
BUT WITH MY DRIVE INSIDE ITS LIKE I GOT NAVIGATION
SO I KNOW IM GOIN PLACES
IM GLAD THEY STARTED HATIN
THAT'LL MAKE IT BETTER FOR ME FOR WHEN I MAKE IT
I STARTED SEEING WHO WAS REAL AND WHO WAS FAKIN
I STARTED SEEING WHO WAS TRUE AND WHO WAS SNAKIN
WHO KNEW I WOULD MAKE IT THIS FAR STARTIN FROM A ROOM IN THE BASEMENT
I GUESS YOU CAN SAY MY GRANDPARENTS STARTED MY MOTIVATION
SO IMMA GIVE YOU SUMTHIN TO THINK ABOUT BEFORE I FINISH
ITS NOT HOW YOU START THE RACE, ITS HOW YOU END IT!!!!!!!

BY: RONALD STEPHENS

HEARTLESS ANIMATED VIDEO

HOW COULD YOU BE SO DR. EVIL?

SINGLE NIGGAS (SINGLE LADIES REMIX)

IF YOU LIKE IT THEN YOU SHOULDA PUT YOUR LIPS ON IT!

QUOTE OF THE DAY

NIGGAS SCREAM OBAMA AND NOT McCAIN! BUT WE STILL HUSTLIN THE CANE! SO HOW WE GONNA CHANGE!!???

CHANGE STARTS WITH US! OBAMA CANT DO IT ALONE! YA DIG

SHOUT OUT OF THE DAY

I WANNA GIVE A BIG SHOUT OUT TO SUKY AND HT!!! HT GOOD LOOKIN FOR THE MACARONI LAST NIGHT IT WAS DEFINETLY NEEDED AND ALSO THANKS FOR EVERYTHING AND ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME! I ALWAYZ GOT YOU HOMIE! LOVE U HT!

SUKS!!! ITS A HANDS ON POLICY! ANYBODY TOUCH YOU WE RIDIN!!! YA DIG!! LOVE YOU TO DEAF SUKS, I DONT KNOW ANYBODY LIKE YOU AND YOU INSPIRE ME CUZ YOU WORK HARD AND YOU DONT QUIT! SORRY ABOUT NOT GIVIN U A COMPLIMENTARY OBAMA PHONE CALL! LOVE YA!

SEE YALL ON CAMPUS! REMEMBER!! WE US AND THEY THEM! THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE!

LUPE FIASCO DISSES OBAMA'S ACCEPTANCE SPEECH! (AUDIO ONLY)

WTF? IS UP OUT HERE!!!

WTF!! SHORTY TELLS HER KID TO SAY FUCK OBAMA AND HE'S THE ANTI CHRIST!

SHORTY IS RECKLESS!!

LUDACRIS ONE MORE DRINK

I ADMIT, IV'E HAD ONE OF THESE NIGHTS BEFORE..HAVE YOU?

Naked Hustle

IM A STRIPPA! AND THIS IS MY LIFE! LOL

OMG!!! LADIES!! WANT SOME HEAD?? LOL

CAN U BELIEVE THIS CRAZY SHIT?

NEW TECHNOLOGY CONNECTS COMPUTER TO BRAIN! YOU GOTTA SEE THIS!!

COMPUTERS CAN READ AND COMMUNICATE YOUR THOUGHTS NOW!!! WOW!

IT AINT TRICKIN IF YOU GOT IT??

VIRGIN AUCTIONING THE PUSSY! WTF? IS IT POSSIBLE TO BE A VIRGIN AND A HOE AT THE SAME TIME? OR IS SHE JUST GETTIN HER HUSTLE ON LIKE A TRUE DIVA IN THE WORDS OF BEYONCE? WHAT U THINK?

SEX TALK

GOTTA LOVE A PORNO STAR

SEX ON TAPE!!??

NOW I'M SURE THAT WE HAVE ALL SEEN A PORNO BEFORE OR A SEX TAPE, BUT WHAT ABOUT MAKING YOUR OWN PORNO, STARRING YOU! WHAT IF YOU COULD HAVE YOUR PORNO NAME AND IDENTITY AND SIT DOWN AND WATCH YOURSELF. IS IT TOO FREAKY? IS IT NORMAL? IS IT A FANTASY? MANY PEOPLE ARE CAMERA SHY AND ALSO INSECURE ABOUT THEMSELVES, WHICH MAY PLAY A PART IN THE REASON THEY MAY NOT MAKE A SEX TAPE. BUT DOES HAVING SEX ON TAPE, MAKE SEX BETTER??? DOESN'T IT ADD EXCITEMENT TO THE BEDROOM? I BELIEVE IT DOES AND HERE IS WHY....WHEN YOU ARE ON TAPE, THE PRESSURE IS ON TO PERFORM TO THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY! YOU WANT TO MAKE IT AS GOOD AS POSSIBLE. OF COURSE YOU WANT TO MAKE IT GOOD EVERYTIME, BUT ON CAMERA, YOU ABSOLUTLY HAVE TO BRING YOUR BEST STUFF. SO WOULDN'T THAT MAKE THE SEX BETTER BECAUSE YOU BOTH ARE GOING ALL OUT FOR EACHOTHER. AND FOR THE FACT THAT AFTER YOUR DONE YOU GET TO WATCH YOURSELF!! HOW LOVELY IS THAT!! LOL...AND YOU PROBABLY WILL GET TO LEARN ABOUT HOW TO MAKE SEX BETTER AFTER WATCHING THE TAPE. ITS ALOMST LIKE SPORTS..LIKE WHEN YOUR AT PRACTICE , YEA YOU PRACTICE HARD BUT ON GAME DAY WITH EVERYBODY RECORDING AND WATCHING YOU GO ALL OUT! AND THEN WATCH THE GAME FILM AND MAKE NOTES ON HOW TO IMPROVE. BUT WAIT WILL THE PRESSURE CAUSE THEM NOT TO PERFORM WELL?? LIKE IN SPORTS, BIG PLAYERS PLAY THE BEST IN BIG GAMES AND HAVE THEIR BEST PERFORMANCES IN PRESSURE SITUATIONS... IF YOUR GOOD AT SEX OR JUST SECURE IN YOURSELF, I THINK PEOPLE WILL DO FINE..I COULD BE WORNG THOUGH.. BUT I THINK THAT THE CAMERA BRINGS THE FREAK OUT OF PEOPLE AND WHO DOESNT LOVE A CIVILIZED PERSON IN THE STREETS AND A FREAK IN THE SHEETS? I ADMIT I'VE HAD A FEW SESSIONS HERE AND THERE ENVOLVING A VIDEO RECORDER BUT NEVER HAD SEX ON CAMERA, AND ONE DAY I WANT TO, I CANT EVEN LIE! LOL! I KNOW I CANT BE ALONE IN THAT. PLUS IF YOU HAVE YOUR OWN SEX TAPE, I THINK WATCHING THAT WOULD TURN YOU ON MORE THAN WATCHING A REGULAR PORNO BECAUSE IT'S LIKE YOU CAN RELIVE IT. YOU REMEMBER WHAT THAT LITTLE TONGUE TRICK FELT LIKE, YOU REMEMBER HOW IT FELT IN THAT DOGGYSTYLE POSITION, IT SEEMS LIKE IT WOULD BE MORE STIMULATING BECAUSE YOU WERE THERE AND YOU DONT HAVE TO IMAGINE...BUT THEN SEX ON TAPE CAN BE A BAD THING BECAUSE IF YOU DONT HAVE THAT FOOTAGE AND YOU AND THAT PERSON END UP ON BAD TERMS, YOU COULD END UP ON THE NET AND BECOME A WORLD FAMOUS PORNO STAR..OR NOT EVEN, THINGS COULD BE ALL GOOD AND THAT PERSON COULD DECIDE TO SHARE IT. IS IT WORTH IT? LIKE EVERYTHING SEX ON TAPE, HAS IT'S GOOD SIDE AND ITS BAD SIDE...THOUGHTS??

HOW PHILLY CELEBRATED OBAMA!!!

WHILE IM DOWN HERE IN MIAMI, LOOK HOW MY HOME IN PHILLY CELEBRATED OBAMA! PHILLY WE GO HARD!

MY PRESIDENT IS BLACK

I JUST GOT IN FROM CELEBRATING THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA'S FIRST BLACK PRESIDENT! I TRIED TO TAKE A SHOT FOR EVERY STATE OBAMA WON BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO DIE AND I GOTTA MAKE IT TO CLASS IN THE MORNING!! LOL. I AM SO PROUD OF EVERYBODY WHO WENT OUT AND TOOK THE TIME TO VOTE AND STOOD IN THOSE LONG ASS LINES!! I FEEL GREAT BEING A BLACK MAN! ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. SO ALL YOU NIGGAS THAT KEEP SAYING YOU CANT DO THIS AND YOU CANT DO THAT CUZ THE WHITE MAN KEEPING YOU DOWN. KEEP THAT BULLSHIT TO YOURSELF. BARACK OBAMA JUST SHOWED YOU THAT YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO NO MATTER WHAT AGE YOU ARE OR WHAT RACE YOU ARE. ITS CRAZY THAT IT TOOK SO LONG TO HAPPEN BUT IT IS FINALY HERE AND I FEEL GOOD AND NOT CUZ OF THE CIROC VODKA. LOL. WELL MAYBE CUZ OF THAT TOO!! LOL...BUT SERIOUSLY IM SO PROUD THAT WE CAME TOGETHER AS A NATION TO MAKE A CHANGE WE NEED AND PROVE THAT THERE IS STILL HOPE. DEUCES.